By: John Silva – June 2019
Charlotte, I would like to report a robbery… and I must report it to you… my heart is missing… just a week or two ago it was here. But, somehow, you have touched me in such a profound way that my heart has abandoned its post… it has deserted me. My heart was mine for seventy-five years and now it’s missing… gone. Now, it is yours. I would have gladly granted my heart permission to join yours, but it could not wait.
Charlotte, I love you with all of my heart… please return my love and love me with all of your heart. How do I tell you how much you mean to me? How do I express to you how I ache because you are not here. And, how can I possibly find the words to tell you how much I long to embrace you and hold you and kiss you, and do you know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Mere words are useless to express how I feel when I hold you in my arms. As our lips touch, I can feel our hearts melding. When you press your warm body against me, and you caress me and you fill my mouth with your love… you awaken feelings of desire in me that were forgotten long ago.
As we gently kiss, I feel your love flowing into me… every part of me warms and responds to your love… this empty shell in which I have lived for so long… is now filled to overflowing with your love, and my once empty heart now bursts with joy because you love me.
I can sense God smiling as He follows us on our adventure, and as our love continues to expand and grow. And, as we become aware of just how great a gift he has given to us, we can begin to understand, if just for an instant, just how much He loves us.
As our love continues to deepen, we joyfully and lovingly give our love and our lives to each other. And, as our parted lips gently meet… our two loves become one. And, as we will embrace, I feel wrapped in a wonderful feeling of completeness. I am surrounded by your warm and welcoming caresses, and I melt into your arms and enjoy your warm embrace. God, I don’t deserve Charlotte’s love, but I will do my best to always honor you and her. You know how when we kiss and embrace, we feel such strong and deep emotions, and how our arms ache until we can once again embrace each other. You know that you are so very important to us, and we both want to honor you with our lives and our love for you and for each other.
God… Charlotte’s love is like a soft gentle rain that refreshes me… it washes and bathes me, and I feel like a dried and shriveled up sponge that has been brought back to life by a torrent of rain and love, and I thank you for bringing us together with all my being.
Charlotte brings me joy and happiness. She is a wonderful gift… a joy… a delight. She has rescued me from despair and discouragement, and now I have hope. I fell like dry parched earth, barely alive. And, then from nowhere Charlotte, there you are… kissing me, and making my pulse race. I am helpless, all I can do is greedily soak up every drop of your love and trust.
I am so filled by your love; I fear I will burst! You give me a sense of awe and wonder. And, as a result, my love for you deepens my desire to help you realize your dreams… which in turn gives me happiness and joy, and creates within me a desire to love you even more… and I don’t ever want that to end. I want you to know and feel how much you mean to me and how wonderful you are… you outshine every woman I’ve ever met or known.
There is no need for me to look any further… I have found my soul mate… you fully meet, exceed, and fulfill all of my desires. I am so blessed that you love me, and your desire to bring me happiness makes me ever thankful. Most importantly, I want you to feel loved, valued and confident in yourself and in my love. I am your friend, soul-mate, and lover.
I will love you forever, John